It hurts when your Parents make horrible decisions. When they prevent you from doing something and don't even know the whole story. They don't bother speaking to you about it, or asking your point of view. Rash decisions and sometimes it's all stubborness. And it's worse when its something your doing Fesabililah, for the sake of Allah s.w.t. And at times it's really hard to forgive even when you know your supposed to because they are your Parents.
They allow you to do other things, but when your doing something for the Sake of Allah s.w.t, spending two hours on Islam, weekly, something or the other turns up. I could go on and on but i don't feel like explaining...
Right now, i'm depressed. And i feel like rebelling so bad. I most probably will. It's so unjust. *deep breath*
May Allah s.w.t give the Muslims Hidaya, especially those who are Parents and may they not prevent their Children and Relatives from doing something for Islam.
Because in the end, it's all about the akhira. This life is a test, our actions will be questioned. We will not take our wealth, money or degrees back. But instead we will be judged about our actions, if we did enough for Islam, if we were practicing Muslims, if we learned our deen properly and studied Islam, our actions in this world. And the more you do for Islam, the more you prepare for your akhira, the more Ibadah and worship you do, the better. Because those things will take you to Jannah not your money, not your wealth, not how many degrees you did and what type of a job you did.
I'm not saying it's wrong to get a good education or a good Job, but when your prevented from doing something for your Deen, when it's even on a very small basis, it's just plain wrong. Becayse that way, Your giving this Dunya more importance. Subhanallah... I'm so angry right now. Your allowed everything else, but this... another ten excuses appear. I could compare this situation with something else and that wouldn't matter. Life is unjust.
These days, people give more importance to the world around them, what society thinks, your culture, how people will react to you, how much money you earn, how many contacts you know and how popular you are. These things are NOT worth it. They'll get you NO where, because in the end, it's all about how much you worshipped Allah s.w.t.
(Some of the things might not make sense, because one, i'm angry and two, i've just written stuff down about how i feel about certain things that happened. Also i don't want to explain the whole situation because i don't want people thinking bad about other people.)
May Allah s.w.t increase the Imaan of our Muslims brothers and Sisters.
We don't have years and years ahead of us, we can die at any second and then it's all about what you did on your time on Earth.